hjea: (lots-kahlan b/w)
hjea ([personal profile] hjea) wrote2009-05-04 08:37 am
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legend of the seeker fic: "fear and longing in caddick"

Title: Fear and Longing in Caddick
Summary: After Kahlan puts on the Rada'Han, what's next?
Words: 425
Rating: PG
Characters/Pairing: Richard/Kahlan
Spoilers/Timeline: Takes place mid-1x19 "Cursed".
Disclaimer: Not mine: give unto Sam Raimi that which is Sam Raimi's.
Author's Note: Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] _deejay_ for the beta! And thank you to the Sword of Truth Wiki for providing me with spellings and such. Why is it that the more mystical something is, the more apostrophes it demands? Someone should really look into that. *g*


“Are you afraid of me, Richard?”

His eyes stared steadily into hers in the glass’s reflection. “No.” He shook his head slowly. “How could I be?”

Kahlan finally turned to face him, the Rada’Han scraping against her neck.

“Will you kiss me?”

Richard stood, and stepped hesitantly toward her. “You want me to…” He trailed off, brow creased in confusion.

“This,” she touched it again, fingertips barely brushing the cool metal, “suppresses magic indiscriminately: the Con Dar and every other aspect of a Confessor’s power. I’m not a threat to anyone with it on, so you don’t have to be scared to—”

“—But I’ve never been scared of you.” Richard was closer, his voice earnest but soft, hardly above a whisper as he reached out to stroke her cheek. “Not before, not now, not ever.”

He bent his head and pressed his lips to hers unhurriedly, confidently, and Kahlan allowed her eyes to flutter shut as she drank in the warm feel of him. He pulled his mouth from hers, slowly, but tucked her into his arms, like he had in the forest, and so many times before that. Kahlan’s eyes remained closed.

“I scare me.”

She felt him nod into her hair. “I scare myself sometimes. When I look at where I was mere months ago, and what I’m doing now. Fighting and killing, for a cause I wouldn’t have believed existed before. When I look at my future, and know what I have to defeat.”

Richard stepped back, and tilted her chin so her eyes rose to meet his. “But then I look at you, and you make me feel safe.”

Kahlan pulled his mouth to hers again, hungrily this time, and his hands travelled down her back, pressing her closer, and up again, until she felt them cup the back of her neck, so that the Rada’Han dug like a sharp reminder into her skin.

She whimpered, greedily, and sucked on his lower lip one last time before she stopped.

“I’m…” Her voice wobbled, and Richard breathed heavily into her skin. “I’m so… tired. I just want to lay down.”

He looked flustered, taken aback even, but Richard stepped away from her dutifully. “Of course, I’ll go and let you—”

“—No, Richard.” Kahlan caught his hand. “I mean I’m tired. Will you stay with me?”

He nodded, eyes tender. “Of course.”

Kahlan leaned against him, and his arms enveloped her once again, like they always did. She breathed him in deeply, and the feeling made her feel momentarily weightless, and almost free.

*gaily dance!*

[identity profile] deej.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 11:57 am (UTC)(link)
Look Raimi/Tapert! This is how you appease your screaming hordes of fangrrls! This!!! Nguuh, whyyy those two didn't jump each other in Cursed I will never know... thank god you're here, H!

“—No, Richard.” Kahlan caught his hand. “I mean I’m tired. Will you stay with me?”
Eeeeeheheheheheee OM NOM NOM! You're so GOOD at skirting the pornies!
ext_44668: (bsg-the fighting agathons)

Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 12:00 pm (UTC)(link)
You know, we maybe shouldn't fault Raimi/Tapert too much, else they might take "Revenant" and "Mirror" away from us but... YEAH, MORE RADA'HAN FUELLED SEXYTIEMS PLEASE.

Anyway, thanks for reading this again! I live to skirt those darn pornies. ;D

Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] deej.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 12:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I'd like to see them try to prise those glorious sexxay eps from my cold, dead fingers! :PPP (Just noticed you have a haaawt new Kahlan icon! Mmm with the hair and the parted-lips *worships*)
ext_44668: (dollhouse-i don't dance; i echo)

Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 12:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Heh. You can take our land, you can take our freedom, but you cannot take our sexxay eps, huh? ;P

(Yeah, it's from this (http://dl.getdropbox.com/u/879276/Legend%20of%20the%20Seeker%20-%20116%20-%20Bloodline06.png) cap, which I could probably stare at all day. I have a few icons waiting on the back burner. I'll probably get around to posting them soon[ish].)

Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] deej.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 12:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Icons by yoouuu! Sah-weet! Yay it's so pretty, can't wait for icons :D And cap! Sweet Mother Confessor! I love this cap! Pores! Scars! (http://dl.getdropbox.com/u/535645/lj/lots-119/lots_119_02.jpg) But so much pretty last ep. I mean HOW HOT was that back-tracking shot when the D'Haran's were coming to attack them and the camera panned back from the Queen and past Kahlan and past Richard? All with the epic music! HOTTTT.
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Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 12:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Heh, I knew when I first watched that scene how much you would love that shot. You and HWG! With the scar! Choo crazy. ;D

And, mmm, yes to the tracking shot. And the scene at night in the woods--the lighting and mist and everything was sooooooo good! Made Kahlan look all glowy again. :DDD

Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] deej.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 12:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Aah you know us so well :D Lady-scars! They're the new black!

I just realised your fic has a name now: LULZ AWESOME NAME!

Did someone say glowy? (http://dl.getdropbox.com/u/535645/lj/lots-119/lots_119_04.jpg) Oooooh dear and here comes that explosive need to picspam again... I BLAME YOUU *pokes*
ext_44668: (bsg-sine qua non)

Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 12:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Oooooh dear and here comes that explosive need to picspam again... I BLAME YOUU *pokes*

And I will happily take that blame! *pokes back*

Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] hollywoodgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 12:50 pm (UTC)(link)
JN;AJBF;ABF;JBF'LJBG'LJBG'LB SCAR!!!!!!!!!!!! HAWTTTTTT!!!!!!!
ext_44668: (dollhouse-i don't dance; i echo)

Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
*chants* Picspam, picspam, picspam!

Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] deej.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
OHAI INTERRUPTER! LONG TIME NO RANDOM INSERTION OF SELF INTO RANDOM CONVO ♥ ♥

Picspaaaaaaaammm!!!!
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Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
Picspaaaaaaaammm!!!!

...DOES THIS MEAN YOU'LL DO ONE???

*liberally sprinkles inspiration dust*

Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] deej.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
>.> ssshh don't tell anyone! Eeeheehee!
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Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 03:06 am (UTC)(link)

Re: *gaily dance!*

[identity profile] hollywoodgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
R U PROVIDING THE SCAR HAWTNESS?!!!!!!!

[identity profile] hollywoodgrrl.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 12:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Eeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! So short and sweet. And Rada'Han filled. Mmm that was my favorite scene ever. Well ONE of them. :)

This was amazing and LULZ LULZ LULZ you used the word "suck!" Where's the NC-17 warning?! P0rns! P0rnsssss! *points* :P
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AHHHHH, BRIDGET IN YOUR ICON! *glomps*

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! We seriously need to get more Rada'Han action in our episodes. Isn't it just like that "magical protection" Zedd is always going on about? MORE PROPHYLACTIC JEWELLERY, PLZ.

LULZ LULZ LULZ you used the word "suck!" Where's the NC-17 warning?! P0rns! P0rnsssss! *points* :P

AHHH! I hoped no one would notice! *g*

*hides*

[identity profile] ninamazing.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 01:45 pm (UTC)(link)
!!!!! YAY. I SWEAR TO GOD IT IS AMAZING THAT YOU WROTE THIS, BECAUSE HERE IS WHAT I THOUGHT TO MYSELF AS I WAS WATCHING THIS: WHY IN THE NAME OF FUCK ARE THEY NOT MAKING OUT. I MEAN WHAT THE HELL KIND OF SHOW IS THIS ANYWAY.

I was totally going to write something like this and then you beat me to it, which is awesome. I love your Richard. He is ever so puppylike. :D I could hear him talking!

And I love love LOVE the bit about how the Rada'Han makes her feel free. OH KAHLAN, I WISH YOU WEREN'T SO TORTURED BY YOUR POWERZ.
ext_44668: (robin hood-idly amused marian)

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 01:52 pm (UTC)(link)
HAVE I MENTIONED HOW MUCH I LOVE THAT YOU'RE IN THIS FANDOM? I HAVE? WELL HERE I GO AGAIN!

WHY IN THE NAME OF FUCK ARE THEY NOT MAKING OUT. I MEAN WHAT THE HELL KIND OF SHOW IS THIS ANYWAY.

Yes! I mean, I assume that's what everyone was thinking. Craig and Bridget included. LET'S STEP IT UP SHALL WE, WRITERS?

And I hope you still plan on writing this! I'd love to see your take--your first LotS fic already blew me out of the water.

OH KAHLAN, I WISH YOU WEREN'T SO TORTURED BY YOUR POWERZ.

ME TOOOOOO. Oh show and your secret depths. Ned and Chuck weren't even this angstridden, and they couldn't bloody touch!

(And since I'm convinced that Confessor losing control=orgasm, I'm sure there's a lot she and Richard could get up to to skirt the problem, Rada'Han or not *g*)

[identity profile] eldanna.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
:D Nice continuation! That scene did end awefully quickly....:D
ext_44668: (bsg-the fighting agathons)

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 02:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! And it did end suddenly, yeah. So clearly they were just begging for the "AND THEN!" I also happened to notice that the next scene takes place the following morning... who knows what might have happened! ;D

[identity profile] eldanna.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Oooh, I hadn't noticed that!!

[identity profile] xtinethepirate.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
DUDE. What is with you and the fic lately? I APPROVE. :DDDDD

And NICE use of magic suppressors to get around the cockblocking. ;) LOL, is the wizard unconscious somewhere too, just in case?
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[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know! I expect the muse to abandon me at any moment. ;)

LOL, is the wizard unconscious somewhere too, just in case?

Well obviously. That was Richard's first pit-stop before he found Kahlan.

YAY, VIOLENCE!

[identity profile] xtinethepirate.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 03:39 pm (UTC)(link)
WHEEE VIOLENCE FTW! Speaking of, I've got an eye on your muse. She's not going ANYWHERE.

I have some boring errands to run on campus. You up for coming with? :DDDD
ext_44668: (lots-nap time in seekerville)

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
You may want to chain her up. ;)

And I'm waiting on a few loads of laundry, so it'll be a couple hours before I can go out. But I'm up for watching more Buffy tonight!

[identity profile] xtinethepirate.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 03:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooh, saucy. :)

Hee, laundry you say? You mean you LIKE having clean clothes? *resolutely ignores piles stacking up* Heh. See you tonight!

[identity profile] ohvienna.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, perfectly perfect little fic of perfectionness. This episode soooo needed this, mmmmphafhfdaflm mmmmmmmm. ♥
ext_44668: (dollhouse-i don't dance; i echo)

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Heee, your comment makes me feel all snuggly. ;) Thanks for reading! <333

[identity profile] serendipityxxi.livejournal.com 2009-05-04 06:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Why hello there deleted scene that must've been taken directly from the cutting room floor I could see it so clearly!

This: Richard stepped back, and tilted her chin so her eyes rose to meet his. “But then I look at you, and you make me feel safe.” is so perfectly Richard!! And your Kahlan voice is fantastic!!! and the SNUGGLES!!!!!!!! Oh the snuggling makes me really freakin happy! I particularly liked how you never let us forget she's wearing the Rada'Han it becomes a focal point for the fic and it adds to how perfect it turned out! Well done! :)
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[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 12:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Ha! How awesome would it be if I was the gypped script writer, thinking: "AHH, YOU CUT MY PIVOTAL SCENE. I WILL JUST POST IT ON LJ!"

If only. ;)

Thank you for the awesome comment!

[identity profile] serendipityxxi.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
*CACKLE* That would in fact be totally awesome!!! Heeeheehee! :)

[identity profile] serendipityxxi.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
whoops! hit post before I meant to!

As a matter of fact I think we should encourage all gypped script writers to do just that! It would make LJ a very happy place indeed!

[identity profile] noblealice.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
Awww, I adore their soft-spoken love where they don't really need to say what they need because they know each other so well. It's why Richard just sat down to listen intently to what she was saying in the episode and it's why he 'tucked her up into his arms' in this fic! SO ADORABLE!

Of course, Richard can't be a mind-reader 100% of the time and I love that Kahlan asked him to stay with her.

Beautiful fic, you write these two so well!!!
ext_44668: (robin hood-idly amused marian)

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 12:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much, I'm glad you liked it! And now I can't wait to see your Richard/Kahlan fic! <333

[identity profile] alorarose.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
*very happy sigh*
ext_44668: (robin hood-idly amused marian)

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
:D Glad I induced the happy sigh!

[identity profile] purecreation.livejournal.com 2009-05-05 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Ack! This was lovely! Exactly what I needed after a stressful day at work!
ext_44668: (dollhouse-i don't dance; i echo)

[identity profile] hjea.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad!

[identity profile] cocky-toad.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
short and sweet i loved it. I wish they had some small scene like this. I doubt Kahlan would have wanted to do more than kiss since she felt so scared of herself and upset over what she had done, etc. but a simple almost depressing kiss was perfect! i also loved how she everytime she began to feel comfortable, she was reminded of the Rada'Han around her neck which brought reality back to her harshly. nicely done.

btw, i totally want to see this scene was from my icon -_-